So it comes without any anticipation.

Gentle and soft. Yet deadly.
Just like a silent storm.
Pouring down fast and heavy.
You saw the big bang, massive flash, huge fat lighting stoke.
Nothing was awaken after that.

Like ocean, calm on the surface but chaos under it.
Tearing me apart but yet putting me together.

Big swirl inside my mind was flushing left and right.
Can’t operate.
Things seems to be smooth but yet I was still fucked.
Ya, fucked like I never been fucked before.